Sunday Morning Rain Is Falling..

4 a.m
It was 4 in the morning and was raining heavily. The whether and the time reminded me of Gwen Stefani and Maroon 5’s songs. I used to like those songs. So anyway, it was 4 in the morning and I was freezing in my room. I couldn’t bare the coldness, so I jumped out of my bed, walked to the entrance of my room in total darkness, grabbed the remote control and turned the air cond off. It was a success. So I walked back to my bed and covered myself with the comforter and continued my sleep.

9 a.m
The first thing that came out from my head was “OMG, I’m late”. Weird. My mom haven’t (or didn’t) wake me up yet. I woke up and saw my dressing table was such in a mess. I stood up, stretched myself and went to my dressing table. 5 minutes later, I said “Aah...That’s more I like it”. Hehe. I went to the bathroom, washed my face and brushed my teeth. Next stop was the kitchen. I was starving but nothing there *sigh*. So I made myself a mug full of nestum and I’m stuffed! Went back to the bathroom, took my bath. Half an hour later, I came out from the bathroom, put my shorts and t-shirt on and I’m ready to go! (to the family hall, not far, about 20 steps from my room). Took my laptop with me and began writing this thing you’re reading:p the rain was pouring heavily and it was a bit cold even when the air cond and the fan are off. And it was windy. I loved it but the sad part was I couldn’t be able to watch the movie on Cinemax. It was raining cats and dogs out there. I saw the birds on the palm tree at my house garden, trying their best to cover their nest and themselves under the leaves. I also saw a few of cats sitting outside my house, on my porch. Usually we’ll chase them out of our house, but I just kept quite because I pity them. Although we can’t really see it, but I saw and I felt what they were going through, the coldness, the hungriness, the tiredness. Although they are not my cats, and they are however my neighbors’ cats, I took pity on them. If being compared to my cat, who was sleeping happily in my parent’s room, and on their bed to be exact, my cat (who happens to be Garfield’s cousin, because they share the same similarities) is damn lucky! We don’t allow our cat, whose name is Tammy, to linger around outside our house. He’s only allowed to walk and boss around IN our house. He’s clean:)
I couldn’t go online this whole day because of the bad weather:(

Occupational Safety and Health Intervarsity Debating Tournament 2008

20th June 2008

finally we were going to s.alam!! we had work hard for this event..n 'hard' means sacrificing our 2 months semester break..nelly,mok,acha,ilya,faiz,nia and i had sacrificed our 2 months of break by living in penang n doing work for our tournament..everything had to go well because this is our 'baby'..our first ever tournament and it's H-U-G-E!!

23rd June 2008

our first day of tournament..it's fun to watch ppl debating..but it's sad though, i couldn't join because i had to supervise my so called 'colleagues'..that night, we were supposed to have Fun Night..but john,bella,wan,faiz,nia and i decided NOT to attend the fun night and decided to make our OWN fun night..hehe..so we went to Domino's and went to the tasik and we had picnic there in the middle of the night! we ate at the playground, next to the tasik..it was windy and it was at 9pm..take note that this was at Shah Alam..we went back after a few rounds in subang, specifically in taipan, subang, and sunway(mcm takde tempat lain dah)

24th June 2008

woke up at 7am, quickly took my bath, went for breakfast and straight for work..nothing interesting happened..went out for a movie with safa, we watched Made of Honour..it was fun..came back and joined the rembeys and penangite clan for a really outspoken 'Truth or Dare' game..quite embarassed with them because the answer i gave to their question was embarassing..huhu..i had NO experience..bet you wouldn't understand what i've just said..never mind..moving on...this particular night, discussed with en. fairus about my text..finished at around 1am, and i hang out with my dear friend, alif till 4am..we talked about a lot of things, and he's the one who helped me with this bolg of mine..(THNX ALIF!!)

25th June 2008

and so the final day arrived!! woke up at 7am, continued sleeping till 9am, took my bath, get ready and straight to the hotel for rehearsal..went back to the campus with en. fairus, he treated the driver and i with KFC..hehe..then my parents picked me up from the campus and we went back to the hotel..my family put up a night there, at Crystal Crown Hotel, Port Klang..i took my bath, and get ready and it was time to go to the ballroom!!! i was sooooo excited that i couldnt really breath properly otw to the ballroom..i wasn't nervous, just because i was the emcee, not at all..but i was extremely excited because of what we had planned for the past few months are finally come to an end:(
Thanks to ALLAH everything went according to plan..

we bid farewell to each other and hope to meet each other again at OSHIDT 2009!!!

IN LOVE

This feeling overwhelms me
A swelling of the heart
I never truly thought I would be
This happy at the start

You take me by the hand
And lead me by heart
Over a beach of sand
Through the grasses that we part

With you I let go
Of intuition and sound mind
My feelings I cannot help but show
To a person who is so kind

I lose myself in you
This close I have never been
These feelings are so new
To have a lover who is my friend

MY SECRET IN SILENCE

You came into my life
Quietly, simply, placidly
And my words stood still

I couldn’t express in words
Or even in simple gestures
The secret I kept in my heart

So I love you in silence
Admired you from a distance
Dreamt of you from afar

I wanted to say I Love You
I wanted to say I care
But cowardly, maybe, you’ll only laugh at me

In silence then will I love you
In silence then I will care

HOPE

It’s hard for me to forget you
Even when I tried to be with somebody else
I truly am in love with you
But you don’t seem to really care

I have tried to move on
With someone who loves me
But it’s not easy as it looks
Because I love someone who doesn’t love me back

You said you don’t want to hurt me
But you are by ignoring me
By not telling me when you’re ready
Even though I’m so damn ready

I give you time and space
For you to think well
But it is uncertain that it’s me you want
Because you don’t treat me well

You’ve kept yourself quite a distance from me
But I understand that you needed time
But for how long would you not be ready
As I’m suffering here, waiting for something I’m unsure

Yes, I’ve told myself not to have too much hope on you
But then deep inside me says the opposite
Telling me not to ever give up on you
Even when you told me not to have high hopes on us