LETTER FOR MUMMY

I know how much you love me
As I love you more than anyone else in this world
I’m thankful to have a mother like you
A loving, caring and protective mother
But then again
I do need my own space
Not too much
But just a bit
As I’m no longer a small girl
Who needs help every 5 minutes
You’ve brought me up the way you want me to be

I have my own needs and wants
I have my own dreams
But I’ve never said that I don’t want to achieve them
Of course I do
But I want to do it on my own
I’m a big girl now
A young lady as what you’ve been telling me
I was brought up to be a young lady
So please treat me like one

You’ve always been there for me
During my early days involved in any activities
Throughout these years I’ve learnt a lot from you
But now already a young lady I’ve become
It is time for me
To learn things on my own
Of course I need guidance
But on top of that
I need a little space
That’s all I’m asking for

IMPERFECTION

I might not have the perfect skin
As I bear ugly scars here and there
I might not have the perfect hair
As my hair is unnatural
I might not have the perfect look
As I’m not as pretty as any other girls
I might not have the perfect character
As I’m not as crazy and bubbly as any other girls
What I am is a flaw
An imperfection

I was scared to express my feelings
And it wasn’t the right time to do so
The thoughts of will you accept imperfection
Simply lead me to sleepless nights
As I might not be the best person for you

Despite all these
I find it prominent for me to justify my feelings
As I couldn’t keep it to myself
Accept me for who I am
And don’t ask me to change into someone I’m not
Accept this imperfection
As I will love and cherish you for the rest of my life

GOOD MORNING LOVE

Good morning love
It’s a lovely day today
How I wish you’re here with me
And the time stops right here right now

Good morning love
It’s a beautiful day today
I would give up anything
Just to have you here with me

I miss the times
We used to spend together
I miss the laughs
That we had when you cracked jokes
I miss your lips
Kissing me softly all over my face
I miss your arms
Wrapped around me

I feel secured whenever I’m with you
I feel safe whenever I’m with you