Lonely

i'm sitting here alone
all by myself
looking at my friends
who pass me by
one by one.

They will be with me
only whenever they're
in need
but whenever i'm
in need
they're all nowhere
to be seen.

i'm standing here all alone
thinking the mistakes
i've done
yes i did some mistakes
i admit it
but that just shows
who i am
a normal human being
couldn't run away
from mistakes
i'm simply not perfect.

when they have found new friends
they will bid farewell to me
as they will always be together
leaving me behind
looking at them
talking so fine
enjoying their time.

what can i do?
i say to myself
smiling on the outside
crying on the inside
how this hurt me
deeply,
so deep that
i cry myself
at night
all alone
in my room.

i've been an only child
all my life
but i never felt
so lonely like how
i'm feeling now....

Missing You

Whenever i'm with you,
i'll forget all my sorrows
you make my day
and will never make me feel
so down and lonely.

Without you,
i'm lost,
lost with all the memories
we had together,
how time flies so quickly.

Sometimes i feel that
time is jealous
with us,
passing by so quickly
never give us chance
to really be together.

With you,
i'll melt,
with you,
i'll blush,
with you,
i'll laugh my heart out.

Without you
i feel so lonely,
i feel so moody,
i don't know
why the sudden change
by not having you around
even for a minute,
I MISS YOU.

IN THE NAME OF LIKING

i like the way you smile,
i like the way you talk,
i like the way you treat me,
i like the way you care.

i like the way you smile,
because it portrays your sincerity
of friendship and kindness,
i will remember it my whole life, eternity.

i like the way you talk,
i like it when you touch my hands
stroke my cheeks, gently and softly,
because that's the only way
that would make myself melt.

i like spending time with you
and even with your psychopathic friends,
as you fill my hours and days
with laughter and smiles.

i like the way you care,
i like the way you ask me questions
because when i answer them,
you'll see me blush.

i need someone like you in my life,
but there are so many obstacles
i have to go through,
i don't want to be just a
temporary girl in your life,
i want to be THE one.

but i know it's just a dream,
an impossible one,
as you belong to someone else,
and i'm nobody special to you,
just a friend,
i know.

but time flies so quickly,
so quickly that we couldn't
predict or see the future,
i'm scared to think about it
when we are no longer together,
and you, being with somebody else,
i just couldn't bare the pain.

assignments come and go,
work come and go,
love come and go,
but i hope our friendship
will last forever
and keep the special bond
we're having,
ETERNITY.