Lonely

i'm sitting here alone
all by myself
looking at my friends
who pass me by
one by one.

They will be with me
only whenever they're
in need
but whenever i'm
in need
they're all nowhere
to be seen.

i'm standing here all alone
thinking the mistakes
i've done
yes i did some mistakes
i admit it
but that just shows
who i am
a normal human being
couldn't run away
from mistakes
i'm simply not perfect.

when they have found new friends
they will bid farewell to me
as they will always be together
leaving me behind
looking at them
talking so fine
enjoying their time.

what can i do?
i say to myself
smiling on the outside
crying on the inside
how this hurt me
deeply,
so deep that
i cry myself
at night
all alone
in my room.

i've been an only child
all my life
but i never felt
so lonely like how
i'm feeling now....